Better To Let Go.
BETTER TO LET GO
written by poetic-tragedy in january 2009.
Is it enough to think that I am better off without you?
But I'm surely know, you're that what I'm looking for.
I would do everything and change my life just for you.
But you don't realize my signs for loving you.
I never felt so happy and so bad at the same time.
It destroys me to know that you are feeling so bad now.
I don't wanna lie to you any longer, but what's to do?
Because I could never talk to you to say the truth.
It's been the same and the story's getting old.
Nothing hurts like I see a smile in your face.
I wait for a break in the silence, cause it's all that you left.
I remember until I start to cry, I can't forget the way you smile.
And it did not take long for me to lose the trust in love.
I understood it's better to let go, let the credits start to roll.
I feel a deep connection when you look into my eyes.
But then I think that it will never be like I am looking for.
The life's bringing me pain, what should I do now?
I thought that I am unbreakable, but then I understood.
All the nights I lay awake and cry bloody tears.
'Cause I can't stand it any longer, it's unbearable.
The pain is scratching at my heart which is breaking again.
I don't feel the hope, just the pain telling me I have to let go.
And all the pain inside my heart I thought I know.
Everything I do leads me back to you again.
There's a lot to say, but not today, because I can't say.
Singing the most sadest songs to get rid of my pain.
I remember what it feels like to know the love,
because you took this feeling away, took my breathe away.
I have a heart that will never beg to beat again,
because of you, because you killed me, too.
And through all the tears in my eyes I sing along,
just the words of my favourite song.
The memories are coming from the past to hurt me.
These memories are coming back to life, to kill me.
I remember the time I looked into your eyes,
I remember until I cry all these bloody tears again.
But then I understand that I am wasting my time.
I am wasting my time, it's better to let go.